A New Start...........

Well I have no idea what I am doing here. The more I think about creating this blog the more I confirm in my head I've done lost my mind. Even knowing that I am drawn at the idea of just being able to place random thoughts down and that there actually might be a single person or more who may find this of interest. With that said here I go.....

My name is kept private however you may call me Kali. I am a 33 year old single mom who is looking to start fresh in life in many ways. I recently lost my job of 6 years and was widowed 3 years ago. I have now found myself at a bit of a crossroads in my life. Without a job I could look at finally going back to school and actually get my four year degree. On the other hand there is the practical side of life and I should be looking for a job as we speak and not writing a blog. After looking back on my life, I saw I had stepped off my original path and got side tracked and involved in a lifestyle that rubs against the grain of who I was and of who I am now rediscovering. I know, I know, I'm only 33 and I imagine those that may read this will think I'm a bit young/naive to think of life this way. I will say that I'm aware I have many years of life ahead of me to live and a lifetime yet to look back at reflect on the past since my past is still young. At the same time though I feel as though I have enough self-awareness to know that I'd rather start fresh now than in another 10-15 years.